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rather than work on my philosophy of special education, here are some idol songs i've been listening to recently

เจ็บนิด..นิด (jeb nid.. nid) – ya ya ying

psycho and beautiful – class:y

podium – nmixx

humanoids – tvxq!

pinocchio – ahof

focus – hearts2hearts

i am also procrastinating by watching the video essay "how pop "feminism" fails us" by lani's lense on youtube. also i have to watch part 2 of nexpo's petscop explanation. part one was almost 3 hours and this video is almost 2 hours. 5 hours of petscop... what the hell sure.

Current Mood: bored
Current Location: fern

>doran joins the t1 LoL 2025 roster
>"theres no way they can win worlds with doran he sucks so bad"
>t1 wins worlds with doran
>"doran still sucks so bad"

US DORANATORS CAN'T WIN! and by doranator i mean guy who decided to "root for the underdog" when doran was thrown into t1 solely because i thought the story of how he got in was funny despite the pains of Oomf who greatly treasured t1 zofgk. at that point i had invested too much in him and if HE lost it would mean I lost and we coudlnt have that happening so since doran joined t1 i've been right there with him. the 6th is for doran AND me actually liek i'm there too. she thinks she's on the team. wow i wonder what the roster will be for 2026 @lyn lets see

so locked in this semester. i am currently sitting with 4 A's and 1 A- (in integrated science) that will HOPEFULLY... jump to an A if I did well on this past exam. i felt more confident about this material (electricity, waves, magnets, etc.) than i did on the previous test which was all about work and gravitational forces so lets do a little hoping and praying for Lil ol' me. i have all assignments due until next Tuesday completed so i can enjoy the weekend and i might finish up 1 of 2 of my Tuesday assignments tonight just for the hell of it. I already did the "hard" (the longer, more analytical_ part of it and now i just have to do a stargazing report (this is for theology okay and relates to Dante and the stars/constellations i swear i actually have to do work in the class and not just stare at the sky).

Current Music: you.zip (april)

booked train tickets home for next weekend because i'm hoping it will do something to reset my brain. i don't know if the feng shui of our dorm room this year is off or something but i cannot stop thinking about suicide and having no aspirations or will and i think maybe seeing my family and spending some time off campus will be good.

i've been doing much better in terms of keeping my assignments turned in and i have A's in all my classes so thats good. i still hate science though and i have a test for that on wednesday so wish me luck. i haven't been able to enjoy anything in a while and i constantly want to sleep so i dont have to be awake but theres always the risk of dreaming when i sleep and so im also afraid of sleep. i think taking my meds well before i fall asleep causes my dreams to be more potent so ive been taking them right before i decide its lights out and goodnight. half the time i dream its just related to real life worries in a very real life scenario so i wake up not knowing if it was a dream or a memory. these kinds of dreams happened a lot in 2022-24 where id dream about eating food and wake up terrified that i ate something and broke a fast or whatever like girl youu have bigger problems. go fix that history grade or make a friend

today i saw a ladybug as i was leaving this building i was sitting in (i wanted to get out of my dorm so i just went and sat in a random building on campus) and it was crawling in between the doors so i let it in and then when i closed the door i got jumpscared by a SECOND ladybug like woah where'd you come from pal? i'll take that as a sign of good luck for the week 🍀

the first image is the 2nd lady bug and the other two images are the 1st ladybug

now i will complete my chemistry assignment, finish my tutoring plans for tmmw at 5, and go to bed by hopefully 9:30. peace out

Current Music: dance dance (fob)

i've started and watched 6 episodes of lycoris recoil so far today and i'm loving it but chisaro stressing me the hell out. girl if you dont just kill that nicolosi-looking motherf*cker with some real bullets.... 🤦‍♀️

Congrats Zohran Mamdani on declaring victory in the Democratic mayoral primary of NYC! I am not (or... no longer?) a resident of da big apple but I am notoriously #CityPilled and live a walk away CT-NY border so my social media algorithms have dropping many an update on the race on my feeds. However, my proximity to the city isn't the only reason Mamdani's campaign has been in my sights; after all, even those from the West coast are celebrating his win in the Dems primary. That's because over the past few months, or even weeks, Mamdani has become a candidate that so many progressives and leftists have hope in. He's a young, muslim immigrant who proudly calls himself a democratic socialist (a word that Republicans used against their foes in the 2024 election to win based on reactionary fear). People from around the U.S. are watching him closely to see how, due largely in part to the unhappiness with Trump from even those who voted for him in 2024, someone who takes a very strong stance against him, his policies, and the right in general will do. If a self-named socialist is able to bring positive change and response in what is perhaps America's most iconic city, it could inspire similar political pushes across the board. Mamdani isn't mayor yet, though. Although he's taken the democratic nominee, which has in the past been considered a shoe-in for mayor, there is a chance that Cuomo will run as an independent in an attempt to steal the position back another way (and of course there will be a republican nominee #2_Party_System). We have also already seen a pushback against the "radical" Mamdani which if Cuomo does run independently, he will definitely use again against the democratic nominee. Anyways, hope Mamdani succeeds in the race to mayor of NYC.
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downloaded the devil's greatest achievement today (league of legends) after years of on and off thinking 'i wanna play that game'. it's fun even though i suck so bad and can barely do 10k damage each game ummm we're not gonna talk about it. i think that maybe downloading this game was kind of a way for be to move away from kpop? or at least kpop twitter? i don't know? everyone's just so hateful and miserable and being on kpop twitter just ruins my day. i like illit which we've established here on this place and kpop fans just love to whack them and insult everything about them to live out a mean girl fantasy that they're too cowardly to do to anyone's face in real life. recently, lee youngseo (placed 2nd in runext and therefore was a pre-debut illit member who left the lineup a couple months before their debut) debuted in a co-ed group under yg. which shouldnt be an issue but obviously the first thing people who like to hate illit are gonna do is make 800 tweets about she 'escaped illit' and is so greatful to not be doing illit's concept and how 'yess illit endings r now' or whatever. brother you have 'tarzzan' in the group i don't think youngseo is the lucky one. i'm glad she debuted and she shines a lot in her group but it must suck to go online as an illit or allday member and just see one group be used as ammo for another. i've seen posts saying how yunah should have been in allday and she's 'trapped' in illit's cute concept... man kpop fans are never happy. all of 2020-2023 they bitched about how theres no cute concepts and everyone is doing loud intense concepts and now its cute concepts = pedophilia and we need Real Adult comebacks so long as the Real Adults are under 25 years old because then they're hags. y'all cant be serious. anyways, let me be creative director for illit so i can make them gwsn 2.0 thank youuu

Current Mood: aggravated

gwsn is dead
ahof is washed before they even started
exid is old
lunarsolar LMAOOOOOO
illit is under hybe
tempest lost their goat

yes: we are doomed

im sleepy so imma put a placeholder here for my 6/9 challenge entry. finishing the night with connor.

jacksfilms - my goat for many years. during like 2021-2022 i didnt enjoy his contentand then turns out he had a huge problem with burnout and demotivation durinh that time and when he started talking about that feeling of burn out and taking measures against it, i started to enjoy his stuff again. older yiay's are honestly boring now because it's just him reading answers but newer ones are long and have tons of commentary, especially because reallyy newer ones are done live on twitch so he has audience interaction. YOU may call him corny, however I would say he has shaped what has become by sense of humor and way of telling jokes. he's known for PMS (parodies, music video, sketches) and his jackask series (q&a) as well as YIAY (yesterday i asked you where he asks his fans an unserious question and gets back unserious answers)

videos i recommend: your uber driver is here but he sucks, "anti-woke" humor is so corny, i hate to bring gender into this, but..., auditioning for jake paul's role on disney, and any jackask with erin

aisha rae - i became a fan of hers from tiktok when she made a spiderman waterbottle video that blew up and ive just stuck with her since because she's always been really funny and cute and now she's dating weston koury i think his last name is? they're cute. her videos are just her talking about a topic to the camera with very little editing

videos i recommend: community college, things are not looking good, seducing ghosts with anime openings, so now i have to go to court

connoreatspants - y'all knew this one was coming! im big into connoreatspants now for some reason idk why he just has a very try sense of humor and is known as an internet troll and i rock with that. he's more of a streamer than a youtuber but obviously he uploads highlights of his streams to a youtube account and thats where i re-picked him up a couple months ago when looking for something to watch while at the gym. our favorite neurodivergent bisexual streamer

videos i recommend: any twitch unban request video, nintendo direct but i take a shot everytime it sucks, the queen died on stream, the craziest night in US politics

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